First post.

my first post in this blog.
Yestd i never go school.
I don have a letter to give ms lee. so she scolded me..
Im really very useless and weak.. y cant i stand all that.. If i can stand all that...
I might be a capable leader..
todae. when they know that i have to stay up late. no one wants to stay with me.. they dont even care how i going to spend my time waitin for 3 hrs. they DONT CARE.
But they only come back when mr lim asked dem to come back to acompany me.. NONE.. NONE OF DEM EVEN BOTHER TO ASK ABOUT ME.. the moment they heard the time.. THEY WENT HOME.. STRAIGHT.. I DONT EVEN KNOW.. indeed fast..
Todae. Mr lim scolded me for not doing the planning for firing. i really have nothin to sae.. But i have my reasons.. COZ IM REALLY STUCK ARDY.. MY ACADAMIC.. I REALLY SCARED THAT I LOSES EVERYTIN.. coz everyone is watchin me to fail.. The planning for firing is too much for me.. I feel so miserable..
i really wanna ask myself a qn.
" Do i have a real friend ?"
even so much i did..
even if i succeeded.. who will celebrate For me ? they will only wait for me to fail.
im so stress. who can i tell ? no one bothers.. not even if im sad.. ppl only think of themselves.

i have no friends..
no one can help me..
Im helpless now.. i really hope i can be that happy and with loads of friends Aaron again.
But..
no one understands me.. IM NOT THAT SUPER.. IM A HUMAN.. LET ME REST.
Haiz. nvm.
i will take this sooner or later..
bye.

Tears could'nt stop falling. i have no friendss...